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Tue, Jul. 19th, 2005, 12:09 pm
everything

so check this out a new update to encompass my life lickity split.
I was in school the last time I even though about this thing now im a graduate and im looking to complete this life. ya know to be 18 and have a career would be awsome and it possible for me! but i need to get ahold of my old boces teacher first. then ill be working the way i should be, on cars with the right tools and then.....someday ill own my own shop my own home and be free of the opression i feel some times. but yeah the end of august im throwin a party and if youd like to attend it let me know...

Kevin

Mon, Mar. 7th, 2005, 11:51 am
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ok so i havent updated in quite some time not that it matters not many ppl read this from what i can tell. but anyway yesterday i went to a show....NLB did an awsome job im so proud of them. the other bands did well also. so yeah i got hurt a little...fucked up my elbow and every muscle in my body hurts but it was soo fun. i got to see some ppl i havent seen in a while and alot of ppl from cns who didnt know i was a hardcore kid once. lol that was fun i even saw a kid from boces it was his first concert and i hope it left a lasting impression and he will attend many more! for every one who attended though i hope you had as good a time as i did! all done


SnackPak

Mon, Feb. 14th, 2005, 05:18 pm

alright so its valentines day the pinical of love eh? well all things are going good im pretty sure im gonna bring my self the courage to ask the girl i like to go to a movie or maybe even just chill and from there i will see what happens and thats my plan. any way today was a pretty good day. i woke up late for school but i made it. then i went to boces and did basically nothing because there was nothing to do! then i attended lunch where i just hung around and wished valentines and such. then was my wonderful chorus class. i enjoyed it except that we arent really serious this week (and i say week because this week will be hectic for teachers being the week before vacation). any way then i had study hall where i say Kayce and some other ppls and it was fun. Me and James left studyhall early and the teacher tried to chase us so we gave him the run of his life at least!!!!!!!!! ahhhh stupid teacher trying to catch me! well good day

Happy V-Day to all. may good thing come to those who need it

Kevin

Mon, Feb. 7th, 2005, 07:44 pm
recent things

I think i might be fearing things. Things i once wanted so badly but could never find it. Possibility of finding solace in the solitude that ive lived for so long? pretty good. I guess i sort of like this girl. but im not sure how things will work, we are very very different and i find no problems with that but the problem is perhaps that i dont trust. which means im back to trying to fix problems wrought in me from the past....so do what i can to try or believe in what my fear says? quite the puzzle.

any way yesterday the superbowl was lost by a team i think deserved a win but i guess the patriots came out top contender once again. then today ive been hangin around cause i didnt really want to go to school after watching the superbowl and walking home from pretty far a distance. and now i sit talk with bunches of ppls so im outty

Fri, Feb. 4th, 2005, 02:48 pm
doin this for a friend done it many times i know

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Have you ever had a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain it.
7. Describe me in 1 word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. how well do you know me?
13. When was the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this in your lj and see what I say about you?
16. What song are you listening to right now? If none at all then shame on you. What is the first band that comes to mind

Sun, Jan. 16th, 2005, 06:23 am

: These are the Top Ten signs that you are in love!
10. Time is an eternity when you're without them
9. Time stops when you're with them
8. The thought of them makes you shiver
7. The sound of them makes you smile
6. When seeing them, you can't see anything else
5. You start to listen to sappy love songs
4. You actually enjoy sappy love songs
3. The smell of them makes you see fireworks
2. You find yourself smiling constantly
1. You'd do anything, even die for them

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Now post it before 5 minutes or else you're wish will become the
opposite..

Sun, Jan. 9th, 2005, 03:00 pm

01. Reply with your name and last too just so i can stalk you or so i know which of who im talking about and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.
03. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
04. Last, i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. Put this in your journal.

Fri, Dec. 31st, 2004, 01:59 pm

Embrace This Nation

We livin here in America the land of opportunity
but i wish t'see Unity a collaboration of this nation
we should be embracin instead of racin against race
so this face will spit the words needed to make this place

In my home town
not considered to be a violent village
but lookin back still makes me frown
grownin up with no privileges
and meaningless negative images
force fed down the throat of the only scape goat
the kid dressed clad in black
could do nothin to fight back
16 kids unimpressed by his intellect
took into their own power his life till he's undetected
instead of becoming his own flower
he wilted and soured
His inner light dull as flint
not a fucking hint to his impotent soul

You created him
now you cant even handle 'em
should've seen he's a magic candle
go ahead blow him out
his wick wont be smothered out
and his flow is about to take hold
and come back 10 fold because

We livin here in America the land of opportunity
but i wish t'see Unity a collaboration of this nation
we should be embracin instead of racin against race
so this face will spit the words needed to make this place

Maybe you dont understand what im speaking of, but its simple enough
the life i lead fucked up my head but moshed on and toughed up
to move on and improve upon a vision started by one before him
but you must not be listenin cause if you were you would not be dissin 'em
instead youd be questionin everything you was taught but all you was taught was lies
youll be seein that though when the lord of flies takes a dive
into the pool of fools left in this great nation
to creat devistation amongst kool kids
who probably would have been better off with SIDS
but i dont mean to be cruel
it'd go against my rule to wish it upon them
but some ones coffin rest's on those kids conscience
and its no coincidence
that one coffin lies empty
and the man who should have lied there is tempting you to accepting
everything you believe to be wrong
and that man is me and im just hittin a bong cause

We livin here in America the land of opportunity
and perhaps this place can never be but at least I'll affect my community
where we are embracin no more racism
and we stand against your immitations

written by me Kevin aka SnackPak

Fri, Dec. 31st, 2004, 12:21 pm
well idk

so ive been having a good time seeing ppl ive been missing. They know who they are and ill be damned if they dont know i love them even if i dont see them much. anyway the past week has gone by to fast! but i got some new shirts and a whole new outfit at against all odds. other than that ive just been stressed. crazy when i can have mixed feelings like that. but its understandable since i cannot pass this fucking course i hate. PIG. it sucks when you work hard all your life to prove ppl wrong about you and one class is holding you back. then again isnt that the way life tends to work out for those who have beliefs that dont conform? ive been thinking alot on that conformity and such. school does standard testing but who is standard? i never met the person they used to compare us to. so i was thinking the best idea for schools to do is take a child give them a basic education (and im not talking basic as they see it now) Simple math and maybe some algebra, English to a point but not all this complex writting and analyzing, history and science. afterthose classes have been taught take the classes and branch them into career training (and im not talking college) career training as in it is for a specific job and then the students could find a job that they can do well in. i think its smart that way but idk maybe im wrong....

Sun, Dec. 26th, 2004, 03:16 pm

Best _____ of the year:
1. party: Just about every one i go to every weekend
2. show: Simpsons
3. cd: Eminem-Encore
4. movie: EuroTrip
5. song: Puke by Eminem it explains how i feel toward some ppl
6. experience: Finally after 18 years finding me happy with me
7. Concert: ga i dont get to go shows much anymore :( work sucks and no rides suck too
8. book: i guess Vampire Armand
9. month: November
10. day: hmmmm idk

Worst ____ of the year:
1. party: no bad parties
2. show: Everybody Loves Ramond
3. cd: uh....
4. movie: I ROBOT
5. song:....
6. experience: Falling farther into depression than ive ever been
7. concert: None
8. book: The Catcher and the Rye
9. month: june
10. Day: The break up days..and the days i realized ppl who care will still lie to me

Hopes for 2005:
1. predict something that you think will happen in 2005?: one can hope that i will find my place in things
2. what do you hope changes about your country?: I hope that some day we find bush guilty for his treason against the ppl
3. what do you hope for yourself?: i go to college
4. what do you hope for your family?: That they are happy in whatever happens
5. what do you hope for your best friend?: I hope my closest friends dont go where they could be headed

During 2004:
1. where were you when it began?: here at home with a friend when i should have been some where else
2. did you stay up?: dyh
3. what was your new years wish?: probably to stop hurting inside
4. how many boy/girlfriends?: 1 g/f
5. broke up?: yup
6. have any crushes?: yeah 3
7. care to mention names?: Jamie, Courtney, Charlotte
8. new friends?: i honestly have no clue i know too many ppl
9. had to say goodbye?: Kassie for a while
10. missed anyone?: Kassie
11. win anything?: tried and failed
12. best place you went to?: lol no where
13. worst place you went to?: no where
14. happiest moment?: having what i should have always had....but i lost it
15. how was your birthday?: It was fun, even though we had field band.
16. best present?: $$$$

Fri, Dec. 24th, 2004, 09:15 am

Merry X-mas, Kwanza, and all those other ones PLUS happy new year BITCHES!

Mon, Dec. 20th, 2004, 03:59 pm
its been a while

so its been a little bit since ive put anything in this. but its ok ive just basically been hangin out with my friends christmas shopping for my family and whatknot. im waiting patiently for break because i cant wait to see ppl. my coolest friend in the whole wide world is comming here and thats awsome cause i miss him and we have so much fun being crazy white boyz hahahaha. also i get to go shopping...i know how gay a guy who likes to shop but hey i like to look good and stay fresh. besides i DO need a new coat and i got one all set up its mad nice. unless of course your against fur or leather hahahah but if you are oh well at least im warm have fun with your cotton hahahahhaah\

Snackpak

Wed, Dec. 8th, 2004, 06:18 am



You Are the Helper



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You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.

You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.





this thing is pretty close to right im impressed

Tue, Nov. 23rd, 2004, 04:08 pm
my first hit single lol

"Tryin To Make It"

no one says it better
from your two lips and to the floor
hell might as well be too poor
cant afford nothin
not even enough to be dyin

we losin everything we had
and when you see me mad
you just know "here he go"
im flippin tweakin and kickin

sick of this feelin
i know soon ill be hearin
"son its not for you"
but who are you?
to tell me whats for me?
but thats just it for me

we losin everthing we had
and when you see me mad
you just know "here he go"
im flippin tweakin and kickin

i cant believe you hold me down
for shit i did even help get down
i was just there livin it the only way i could
then you mother fuckers said you wish i would
or shit should have done somethin
but what am i to do when im to young to be knowin
and i just wanna start screamin cause im

losin everything i had
and you gonna see me mad
and you already know what im doin
ima be flippin and tweakin and kickin

Thu, Nov. 18th, 2004, 04:35 pm

well i havent been keeping up on this thing no surprise there because i dont have much to say although i have alot i feel. right now im feeling a little bit sad because things are closing in for me or so it seems. the college i want to go to basically told me im to poor to go there. nice huh? i worked so hard since i started school to do something worth doing. i finally know what it is but i cant get into a decent college cause of mistakes my mom made. its sucks cause im actually good at working on cars and i know i can get better with the right education and mentoring. other than that ive been bored nothing challenges me school if i wanted to i could become top of the class easy enough work is so easy i want to just leave. the only challenge i really have is finding some one and you all know what i mean when i say that. im lonely its not my fault i am or maybe it is. or maybe its that no one will say how they feel idk any more.

Snackpak

Mon, Oct. 25th, 2004, 08:00 pm

well today i started moving....kinda sucks cause i moved alot of stuff that i would have liked to keep here at least until we are sleeping in the other place. like my drums guitar amp tv and all that stuff. but i guess all will be better when everything is finnished. to bad this year is the first year ive got nothing to do for halloween :( well the end.

Fri, Oct. 22nd, 2004, 09:41 pm

Post a comment with a memory of me.
It can be anything you want.
Then post this in your journal.
See what people remember about you.

Wed, Oct. 20th, 2004, 04:21 pm


THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998




Listen to the mustn'ts, child.
Listen to the don'ts.
Listen to the shouldn'ts,
The impossibles, the won'ts.
Listen to the never haves,
Then listen close to me ...
Anything can happen, child.
Anything can be.

~ Shel Silverstein


Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?

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Thu, Oct. 7th, 2004, 08:18 pm
wooo

well things have been going pretty good. i may not have a job but im still trying. um still single but thats ok too. im trying to learn this new trick in hack its pretty difficult but im sure i can do it being the oh so talented person i am. also ive gotten exceptionaly better at drums being that i come home and practice a few basic things i know and grow from there. also i picked up guitar again pretty much where i left off except a few songs that i learned over the summer. but pretty much im just updating to show im still living still strong and still Kevin but i gotta do some work on a project so ill stop with this....peace

KEvin

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